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I started to watch the Emmys tonight but I quit an hour in. I don't watch any but maybe one or two shows that were actually nominated (Community is the only sitcom I watch that's not syndicated and in re-runs ad naseum), I really didn't think the opening was that great or cool (seriously, how desperate and pathetic is NBC that the had to play on the premise of another network's hit show? I liked seeing Joel McHale, Tim Gunn and didn't realize Nina Dobrev was in the dance on stage until the end when people were all, "OMG! It's Nina!" and then in was over) and I thought the "comedic" voice overs and Q&A sessions were strained and awkward.

Normally I like awards shows but I guess since I don't have a vested interest in any of the nominated shows or actors it's hard to me to care. And the awkwardness and forced humour in everything exasperated me. Often the jokes in any awards show tread on annoying but tonight they pushed me over the edge. I don't know.

I signed up for a ballroom dancing class to start in September. I hope I like it. Was supposed to take it with a girl from my department but the class filled up before she could get in the one I'm doing so she's doing the one the next day. I don't know if I'm happy or disappointed because sometimes I really enjoy her company and other times I feel like talking over her because I can't stand listening to her. I don't know if that's just a personality thing with me and her or if it's where I am right now in my head. I don't like feeling like that, regardless.

I'm still struggling. I thought I was doing better, and I am when it comes to the desolate feelings, but now I'm passing into more frustrated/angry feelings and then not feeling anything at all. The only place I feel like I'm on an even keel is at work and that's because a) I don't want to lose my shit there and b) I don't have any time to. I guess that's a good thing?

( Fresh Blood )

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( Fresh Blood )

I leave for NYC in a little over TWO DAYS! In 53-ish hours, to be exact! The closer we get the more jazzed I am! I keep gleeing over all the knock-off purses I want to come back with. And, who knows, if the price is right maybe I'll find myself with a real Coach bag. I'm mostly looking forward to the shopping, to be totally honest. I just want to splurge and buy stuff, as materialistic as that sounds.

Does anyone know of a website or a way to find out what TV shows or movies are filming in NYC? I'd like to see if I could work in watching Gossip Girl filming while I'm there because I'd LOOOOVE to see Katie!

( Weight update and things )

I think I'm going to try to be more open about my therapy and the things I talk about with her along with the weight loss since it's all mixed in together and adds up to be one bigger problem. Hiding it and keeping it behind flock will only keep with the idea that I need to be secretive with the fact that I'm having emotional problems that other people have and are going through, too.

I want to try to be more proactive and forthcoming with those emotions and post about them more often, rather than when I finally realize that it's been awhile and I said I would. I need to see this as a chance to keep myself in check.

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